Living without anyone...

LOL sorry for my last blog, to much spelling and grammer error... Was rushing... Hmmph... Living without anyone special in my life is just... Lifeless... I cant believe i'm single for 4 months, new record... So how's life for me?... Well... Let's just say it kinda sucks... Hoping for something special to happen, waiting for new people to introduce themself, waiting for time to fly basicly.... So hows life for everyone else? I know you're enjoying life more than me alot... So let's start a topic here shall we? What does it takes to make a girl like a guy? From what i know, the better the looks, the more she likes it... But I think its very useless liking a guy base off his face... Remember this, beauty on the outside dont last long, beauty from the inside last forever... I know the way I define giving other people chances maybe alittle stupid, but if you never know a person, u never know if its meant for you... Somehow other people think differently... Most people think you can date a friend than dating a someone you prefer to know... It all depends on how you find the perfect person, the way i find it its through relationships... But if the way other people find it, its mostly through friendship... Anyway, i cant talk much as i'm still inexperience in all this... I might be a love doctor in the future! LOL... Anyway i'll talk till here... Just to let anyone reading this know, i'm not angry towards you, just feeling alittle let down...

Shit happens

So all shits happen now, i said myself personally to leave me alone till the exam is over, then do what the f*** you guys want, so hard to make you guys listen

Something about the message...

I've receive a message from E last night, and i was wondering that have she had a long relationship before?..Cause, NO offence but... To know someone long enough to start a relation its a very weird way to start off one relation... I'm not trying to fight back for you but to start a relationship means to understand the person truthfully and in a better point of view other than understanding him/her during friends, unless best friends, best of friends are similar as couple, but the difference is that both of them don't have the feelings for each other, but tend to care and be the one, your friend really needs by anytime, trust and care are strong between best friend... But to start a relationship with someone else means to give a chance for both the couples to love and care for each other... Trust is the thing a relationship needs to build up for, knowing each other differently and more detail is during the relationship time, and if all of those don't work out, you guys can just break up and go other way... I always hear my friends say I'm a ladies men... I'm not sure what it exactly means, but I'm sure being a ladies men means to lose more relationship with someone you want to start with... So how exactly a relationship goes till the end?.. Well simple, when both couple get married and live till the very end of their life with the person they both gave chance too... Ask any senior and people that read this advice will find it true and use full...

Looking for a new beginning

Happy to say that i let her go, My feelings towards her have just change... I really was happy about it... But my feelings din't leave just like that, there was someone else that made me lose my feelings towards her... Well... She din't do much for me to let her go... But it was her that made me let J go... So there, its her E... actually if you're reading dont worry, i wont tell it out to anyone else... E, to be honest, if i'm not the kind of guy that we can actually start a relation, just tell me... Please dont give me false hope... I've just recover from a broken heart... Breaking it again is going to leave me a scar... So what is it that will let us start off?.. Hmmm... I wish i wasn't so desperate for a relation... But i am... I need someone in my life... Family is one i already have, friends is also what i already have... Just you is what i remain of... But dont worry, i wont burden you anymore, i'll look, i'll find someone else even if this heart has to force its way... A sad love life i'm having to go through this age...