Looking for a new beginning

Happy to say that i let her go, My feelings towards her have just change... I really was happy about it... But my feelings din't leave just like that, there was someone else that made me lose my feelings towards her... Well... She din't do much for me to let her go... But it was her that made me let J go... So there, its her E... actually if you're reading dont worry, i wont tell it out to anyone else... E, to be honest, if i'm not the kind of guy that we can actually start a relation, just tell me... Please dont give me false hope... I've just recover from a broken heart... Breaking it again is going to leave me a scar... So what is it that will let us start off?.. Hmmm... I wish i wasn't so desperate for a relation... But i am... I need someone in my life... Family is one i already have, friends is also what i already have... Just you is what i remain of... But dont worry, i wont burden you anymore, i'll look, i'll find someone else even if this heart has to force its way... A sad love life i'm having to go through this age...